fictionz:

Nog from DS9 and Jimmy from BCS

Nog and Jimmy are two sides of the same coin. Both are natural negotiators, gifted with the instinct for tuning into someone’s needs and selling them what they didn’t realize they needed. They are self-driven and hard-working members of their communities with singular ambition, a desire to achieve more than their forebears. They are both motivated by seeing their fathers struggle and fail in a game that they were never interested in playing. They’ve witnessed how the injustices of an uncaring universe can crush the spirit of people with good intentions and too forgiving a nature. And unlike their peers and mentors, they have both become experts in the rules of their systems and are willing to bend the rules to varying degrees in order to achieve their goals.

The difference between Nog and Jimmy is that Nog was loved and supported not just by his family, but by the extended community around him. Nog made mistakes and was given the opportunity to correct his course, an opportunity which Jimmy may have also received but ultimately squandered. While Nog’s father was always supportive and proud of him, Jimmy’s brother faded out of his life, and when Jimmy’s circumstances led him to ask for his brother’s help he was only permitted to be part of his brother’s life as a subservient participant, precisely the role their father played and which Jimmy loathed. So Jimmy, desperate for his brother’s support and approval, put in the work and achieved his ambition, only to see his brother continue to reject him for bending the rules too much and failing to meet his expectations. Nog’s way of doing things within his organization was sometimes more flexible than they were comfortable with, but the trust of his peers and his father was never in question.

All of which is to say that I like the character of Nog, I have from the first time I watched Star Trek Deep Space Nine. His journey over the course of that series is my favorite aspect of the show. Watching Better Call Saul, I see those same traits, of someone who perhaps isn’t naturally suited for the role but strives to improve and really wants to do something more than what he’s been led to believe is his limit. But I know, both from that character’s actions as a tertiary figure in Breaking Bad and his protagonist turn in BCS, that this is not a person I can root for. But I wonder when I took that turn, as the viewer, to decide to support Nog and condemn Jimmy. While there are signs (and much supporting material in the ST literary universe) that Nog will ultimately turn out to be a well-respected captain and leader, how did he get there? What mistakes might he have made on the road to his ambitions? Why is one character more deserving than the other? I wonder.

I’ll end with some key monologues from each character. Something to ponder after my umpteenth rewatch of Deep Space Nine and in the waning days of Better Call Saul.

Nog explains his reason for wanting to join Starfleet in “Heart of Stone”:

My father is a mechanical genius. He could’ve been Chief Engineer of a starship if he’d had the opportunity. But he went into business, like a good Ferengi. The only thing is, he’s not a good Ferengi, not when it comes to acquiring profit. So now all he has to live for is the slim chance that someday, somehow, he might be able to take over my uncle’s bar. Well, I’m not going to make the same mistake. I want to do something with my life. Something worthwhile. … I may not have an instinct for business, but I have my father’s hands and my uncle’s tenacity. I know I’ve got something to offer… I just need the chance to prove it.

And Jimmy explains why he deserves to be reinstated as a laywer in “Wiedersehen”:

Listen, growing up… becoming a lawyer was the last thing on my mind. Even if I wanted to, I didn’t have the smarts or the skills… or the “stick-to-it-iveness.” But I happened to get a job with some attorneys… and I couldn’t help but think, “Maybe I could do that?” And something inside me made me wanna try.

Now, listen: my diploma says the University of American Samoa Law School. And that’s exactly what it sounds like, that’s a correspondence school. I wish it said Georgetown… or Northwestern. But UAS was the only one that would take me. Because, let me tell you, I wasn’t a natural. I mean, the classes, the studying, trying to pass the bar? Practically killed me. I must have quit 10 or 12 times… but I kept coming back to it. And I’m really glad I did. Because when I got to work with actual clients… there was nothing else like it. Our legal system is complicated, and sometimes it could feel capricious… but it’s the closest thing to real justice that we’ve got. And for it to work, it needs vigorous, passionate advocates. Helping my clients, you know… arguing on their behalf… that’s the best thing I’ve ever done. And this past year… I’ve missed the hell out of it.

New Fiction 2022 – July

The Bible, Douay-Rheims, Complete – “1 Paralipomenon” ed. Richard Challoner (1752)

More begetting children and all their names before coming back around to more of David’s reign. So many chapters are just appendices to previous events.

The Bible, Douay-Rheims, Complete – “2 Paralipomenon” ed. Richard Challoner (1752)

Two Paralipomenon, say that five times fast. So now it’s on to Solomon and his riches (again), Roboam talking about how his little finger is bigger than his dad’s dick, and Jeroboam getting whipped with scorpions all the way to the fall of Jerusalem. It’s basically another look at what we saw in Kings.

Dracula Daily – “July” by Bram Stoker & ed. Matt Kirkland (1897, 2021)

Dracula’s finally outta that musty old castle, though leaving Jonathan in the lurch is quite the cliffhanger. And that poor, poor captain.

Bad Hare Day by R.L. Stine (1996)

A mish-mash of various ideas from earlier books. It has the vibe of Haunted Mask and stealing secrets from weird adults, the experimenting with illicit stuff from Monster Blood, animal transformations from various books, bratty younger sister who bullies the protagonist, a Slappy-like snarky villainous character. It’s too much of a remix and more slapstick than horror.

Egg Monsters from Mars by R.L. Stine (1996)

A decent creature story, but the latter half kind of sags with the protagonist spending a lot of time just trapped in a freezer and struggling to stay warm. The villain is genuinely frightening but also one-dimensional and doesn’t really explain his motivation well. And there’s not enough of the egg monsters. It’s close to a top tier book but just sputters too much along the way.

“Bathtub Mermaid” by Edith Zimmerman (2022)

Someone has to hear about the doll thief.

“its time for… the dark cabinet” by itstimeforcomics-blog (2015)

When you least suspect it.

Lost Highway dir. David Lynch (1997)

One can see the continuation of a theme in Lynch’s work since Blue Velvet. Does he want us see the darkness or the light?

Mad God dir. Phil Tippett (2022)

If the journey ends for you, it doesn’t mean it’s the end.

Mr. Malcolm’s List dir. Emma Holly Jones (2022)

British accents always class up the cruelty.

Thor: Love and Thunder dir. Taika Waititi (2022)

Whoof, what a drop from Ragnarok.

Chip ‘n Dale: Rescue Rangers dir. Akiva Schaffer (2022)

A reflection of a reflection that is unaware of what it sees.

Where the Crawdads Sing dir. Olivia Newman (2022)

Pump up the volume on the mystery, tone down the romance.

Nope dir. Jordan Peele (2022)

The most fun take on Jaws since the original. A real hoot and also really fucked up at times. An understanding of horror by someone who continues to bring cool ideas to movies.

Vengeance dir. B. J. Novak (2022)

You get awful close but you shouldn’t have been the face of it. Now we ask, what did we learn?

Fear Street Part One: 1994 dir. Leigh Janiak (2021)

Really going for it right out of the gate. I’m in. Now I need to know if I should go back and read Fear Street after reading this bunch of Goosebumps books.

Fear Street Part Two: 1978 dir. Leigh Janiak (2021)

Even the devil craves a kind word.

Fear Street Part Three: 1666 dir. Leigh Janiak (2021)

Legacy is mankind’s ruin.

Goosebumps – “Bad Hare Day” (1996)

Erf, the book was rough, and the episode doesn’t do itself any favors by leaning into the snarky villain.

Chip ‘n Dale: Rescue Rangers (1988-1990)

A nostalgia bomb like every one of these 90s cartoons tends to be, though the tropes eventually wear thin when watching it all in one go. Monterey Jack may be what crystallized my appreciation of cheese.

Better Call Saul – Season 5 (2020)

This show… it doesn’t build the way Breaking Bad builds. It’s more of a roller coaster with the sense of hitting the same drop a few too many times. This season is a bookmark in place while you wait for the extra season that should have been season five.

The Book of Boba Fett (2021-2022)

I feel bad for the actors and crew of this ostensibly standalone TV show. Your makers should have had the fortitude to stick the vision.

Obi-Wan Kenobi (2022)

Better, but only because it is exactly what I remember. It’s comfortable, like an old pair of socks.

Nog from DS9 and Jimmy from BCS

Nog and Jimmy are two sides of the same coin. Both are natural negotiators, gifted with the instinct for tuning into someone’s needs and selling them what they didn’t realize they needed. They are self-driven and hard-working members of their communities with singular ambition, a desire to achieve more than their forebears. They are both motivated by seeing their fathers struggle and fail in a game that they were never interested in playing. They’ve witnessed how the injustices of an uncaring universe can crush the spirit of people with good intentions and too forgiving a nature. And unlike their peers and mentors, they have both become experts in the rules of their systems and are willing to bend the rules to varying degrees in order to achieve their goals.

The difference between Nog and Jimmy is that Nog was loved and supported not just by his family, but by the extended community around him. Nog made mistakes and was given the opportunity to correct his course, an opportunity which Jimmy may have also received but ultimately squandered. While Nog’s father was always supportive and proud of him, Jimmy’s brother faded out of his life, and when Jimmy’s circumstances led him to ask for his brother’s help he was only permitted to be part of his brother’s life as a subservient participant, precisely the role their father played and which Jimmy loathed. So Jimmy, desperate for his brother’s support and approval, put in the work and achieved his ambition, only to see his brother continue to reject him for bending the rules too much and failing to meet his expectations. Nog’s way of doing things within his organization was sometimes more flexible than they were comfortable with, but the trust of his peers and his father was never in question.

All of which is to say that I like the character of Nog, I have from the first time I watched Star Trek Deep Space Nine. His journey over the course of that series is my favorite aspect of the show. Watching Better Call Saul, I see those same traits, of someone who perhaps isn’t naturally suited for the role but strives to improve and really wants to do something more than what he’s been led to believe is his limit. But I know, both from that character’s actions as a tertiary figure in Breaking Bad and his protagonist turn in BCS, that this is not a person I can root for. But I wonder when I took that turn, as the viewer, to decide to support Nog and condemn Jimmy. While there are signs (and much supporting material in the ST literary universe) that Nog will ultimately turn out to be a well-respected captain and leader, how did he get there? What mistakes might he have made on the road to his ambitions? Why is one character more deserving than the other? I wonder.

I’ll end with some key monologues from each character. Something to ponder after my umpteenth rewatch of Deep Space Nine and in the waning days of Better Call Saul.

Nog explains his reason for wanting to join Starfleet in “Heart of Stone”:

My father is a mechanical genius. He could’ve been Chief Engineer of a starship if he’d had the opportunity. But he went into business, like a good Ferengi. The only thing is, he’s not a good Ferengi, not when it comes to acquiring profit. So now all he has to live for is the slim chance that someday, somehow, he might be able to take over my uncle’s bar. Well, I’m not going to make the same mistake. I want to do something with my life. Something worthwhile. … I may not have an instinct for business, but I have my father’s hands and my uncle’s tenacity. I know I’ve got something to offer… I just need the chance to prove it.

And Jimmy explains why he deserves to be reinstated as a laywer in “Wiedersehen”:

Listen, growing up… becoming a lawyer was the last thing on my mind. Even if I wanted to, I didn’t have the smarts or the skills… or the “stick-to-it-iveness.” But I happened to get a job with some attorneys… and I couldn’t help but think, “Maybe I could do that?” And something inside me made me wanna try.

Now, listen: my diploma says the University of American Samoa Law School. And that’s exactly what it sounds like, that’s a correspondence school. I wish it said Georgetown… or Northwestern. But UAS was the only one that would take me. Because, let me tell you, I wasn’t a natural. I mean, the classes, the studying, trying to pass the bar? Practically killed me. I must have quit 10 or 12 times… but I kept coming back to it. And I’m really glad I did. Because when I got to work with actual clients… there was nothing else like it. Our legal system is complicated, and sometimes it could feel capricious… but it’s the closest thing to real justice that we’ve got. And for it to work, it needs vigorous, passionate advocates. Helping my clients, you know… arguing on their behalf… that’s the best thing I’ve ever done. And this past year… I’ve missed the hell out of it.

I think BCS is really speaking to me because there are so many scenes with lawyers reviewing documents and making cases on behalf of their clients. I’m no lawyer, but so much work in the entertainment industry is exactly this. You navigate bureaucratic systems, read a lot, parse and summarize, negotiate the best/cheapest/most efficient path forward toward the goal. You deal in exorbitant sums of money traded between giant entities in exchange for the relatively minuscule piece that is your daily salary. It feels overwhelmingly insane and unnecessary to anyone not used to it, but once they get their hooks in your brain it’s all just part of the game.

So the fantasy is in being like Jimmy and flouting convention to do things faster and with more personally beneficial results.

I know you don’t think it’s a show. I don’t doubt your emotions are real, but what’s the point of all the sad faces and the gnashing of teeth? If you’re not gonna change your behavior — and you won’t — why not just skip the whole exercise? In the end, you’re gonna hurt everyone around you. You can’t help it, so stop apologizing and accept it, embrace it. Frankly, I’d have more respect for you if you did.

Watching late night BCS while watching Mike listen to late night radio while watching late night nefarious activity is some kinda mood.