whats-in-a-sentence:

There was a nice brown egg, lightly boiled, for each of them, and then sardines on toast, and then buttered toast, and then toast with honey, and then a sugar-topped cake. And when Lucy was tired of eating, the Faun began to talk.

“The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe” – C. S. Lewis

on storytelling and repetition

sprachgitter:

“…the secret of the Great Stories is that they have no
secrets. The Great Stories are the ones you have heard and want to hear
again. The ones you can enter anywhere and inhabit comfortably. They
don’t deceive you with thrills and trick endings. They don’t surprise
you with the unforeseen. They are as familiar as the house you live in.
Or the smell of your lover’s skin. You know how they end, yet you listen
as though you don’t. In the way that although you know that one day you
will die, you live as though you won’t. In the Great Stories you know
who lives, who dies, who finds love, who doesn’t. And yet you want to
know again.”

— Arundhati Roy on Indian mythology and folklore, in God of Small Things (1997)

“It was only once – once – that an audience went to see Romeo and
Juliet, and hoped they might live happily ever after. You can bet that
the word soon went around the playhouses: they don’t get out of that
tomb alive. But every time it’s been played, every night, every show, we
stand with Romeo at the Capulets’ monument. We know: when he breaks
into the tomb, he will see Juliet asleep, and believe she is dead. We
know he will be dead himself before he knows better. But every time, we
are on the edge of our seats, holding out our knowledge like a present
we can’t give him.”

— Hilary Mantel on Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet, in “Can These Bones Live?”, Reith Lecture, 2017

“So what makes this poem mnemonic is not just repetition. Rather, it’s
the fact that with repetition, the repeated phrase grows more and more
questionable. I’ve remembered “Come on now, boys” because, with every
new repetition, it seems to offer more exasperation than encouragement,
more doubt than assertion. I remembered this refrain because it kept me
wondering about what it meant, which is to say, it kept me wondering
about the kind of future it predicted. What is mnemonic about this
repetition is not the reader’s ability to remember it, but that the
phrase itself remembers something about the people it addresses; it
remembers violence. Repetition, then, is not only a demonstration of something that keeps
recurring: an endless supply of new generations of cruel boys with
sweaty fists. It is also about our inability to stop this repetition:
the established cycles of repetition are like spells and there’s no
anti-spell to stop them from happening. The more we repeat, the less
power we have over the words and the more power the words have over us.
Poetic repetition is about the potency of language and the impotence of
its speakers. In our care, language is futile and change is impossible.”

— Valzhyna Mort on Russian poet Yevgeny Yevtushenko, in “FACE – FACE – FACE: A Poet Under the Spell of Loss”, The Poetry Society Annual Lecture, 2021

fictionz:

When Edmund takes the warm drink and Turkish delight offered by the White Witch, or when Ofelia grabs a couple of grapes from the Pale Man’s banquet, well, I felt it in my soul.

Of course she took more chicken. Who wouldn’t take more chicken?

I’m really high on 90s media right now, especially science fiction and thrillers, but like… That’s not a time of happiness. The 90s was about mistrust and paranoia coming after an era that tried to slap a veneer of prosperity on everything, at least for Americans. But it’s comforting to dip into stories of this time in which people just accepted that things are fucked, and I suppose companies were seeing the tide turn and investing in media that explored those themes.

But I can still remember the fear, living through riots in Los Angeles and a strange sense that this could all come crumbling down. Being a kid, I’m sure I couldn’t grasp what adults were experiencing then, nor how much worse it was in other parts of the world. It seems safer now than it ever was in the 90s, but I think we can all see that there’s a sort of veneer being pulled over our eyes again to distract from the economic and social disparities that drive the anger and actions that can make places feel unsafe.

So being the simple person that I am, I ultimately just wonder what kinds of stories you’ll tell in ten, twenty years. How will these times lead to the media ahead? What are we fucking up now that’ll lead to the stories of tomorrow?

I always thought the choice was mine
And I was right, but I just chose wrong
I start the day lying and end with the truth
That I’m dying for the knife

”Working for the Knife” by Mitski

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“The history of mankind in four words…”
Mimi nyama, wewe kisu. I’m the meat, you’re the knife.”

“I’m the Meat, You’re the Knife” by Paul Theroux

Time loop video games and why we love (or hate) them

Some essays about time loops in video games:

“Time Loop Narratives Are About Love” by katy (cw: incest)

“Growth is a genuine change in you. Growth is seeing the world differently than you did before because you’re someone different now.”

Games highlighted: The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask, DEATHLOOP, Twelve Minutes, Oxenfree

“Time loops are a weird genre for an anxious time” by Jenna Stoeber and Polygon

“Part of why they’re regaining popularity is because the world is a mess and we either don’t know how or don’t have the power to fix it.”

Games highlighted: The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask, Elsinore, Outer Wilds, Undertale, Inscryption, The Stanley Parable, The Forgotten City, Twelve Minutes

“Time Loop Nihilism” by Jacob Geller (cw: graphic violence and incest)

“I eventually came to realize, if I’m going to do this all again, if there are few real consequences for failure… why would I play in a way that’s so boring?”

Games highlighted: DEATHLOOP, Dishonored, Hitman 3, Bloodborne, Twelve Minutes

“Clockwork Games and Time Loops” by Game Maker’s Toolkit

“Every decision you make matters because you’re always spending your most precious currency: time.”

Games highlighted: Outer Wilds, Dead Rising, The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask, The Sexy Brutale, Elsinore, Minit, Vision Soft Reset, Twelve Minutes, DEATHLOOP, Hitman 2, Deus Ex: Human Revolution

“Why Time Loops Work Best in Video Games” by Extra Credits

“Failure doesn’t feel like an inconvenience or a punishment, but is instead a natural and necessary part of the story.”

Games highlighted: Elsinore, The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask, Undertale, DEATHLOOP, Returnal

“The Problem with Time Loop Games | 12 Minutes Analysis” by Ozzy II (cw: graphic violence and incest)

“This is the point I was talking about earlier, where the first half of the game is just worthless.”

Games highlighted: The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask, Outer Wilds, Twelve Minutes, The Sexy Brutale

“Dying Rules in Time Loop Games” by Inside Gaming

“When the sun began to glow and implode, I knew I had no choice but to put down whatever I was doing and accept what was about to happen.”

Games highlighted: Outer Wilds, Into the Breach, Minit, Twelve Minutes, DEATHLOOP, The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask

“The Best Time Loop Games” by The Gadget Show

“Its black-and-white design and funny writing make this one memorable way longer than the minute it takes to complete a loop.”

Games highlighted: DEATHLOOP, Outer Wilds, The Legend of Zelda: Majora’s Mask, Minit, Elsinore

vympr:

short stories i love + the best times to read them. links or PDFs provided where i was able to find them 💞

cannibal lover by alisa nutting

Best read when you desperately want to be in love with someone who keeps saying you’re too good for them

the man on the stairs by miranda july

Best read when you’re lying awake at night unable to sleep and you think you hear something on the stairs

pinky finger by ha seong-nan

Best read when your uber is taking a little too long to arrive

you’re ugly, too by lorrie moore

Best read when you’re realizing youmight be the black sheep of the family/friend group/social circle

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