I have thought about sending you an anon describing my particular take on death and such, but I’m terrified you’ll say something like “Oh this is a lot like Johnathan “racism” Cumburg, who was both gay and homophobic. He was a 1600s wizard and he also believed that you could lick dirt to attain enlightenment, but only if you hated minorities hard enough” and then I’ll Google it and he’ll be real