Bri asked: Sometimes I wonder how much you really care when I’m gone, Victor.

Sometimes I get these bad thoughts in my head and I belittle myself immensely sounding like your voice. It’s been awhile since I’ve heard it yet it’s amazing how accurate my mind manages to mimic the tonality. The way that you look for words wanting to keep our conversation going because I am withdrawn, quiet and silent.

I feel really bad today and doubt I mean anything to you.

It’s taken me a while to understand who you are, and who we were. I suppose I was too close/lonely/horny to be objective.

We still ought to have coffee. Confrontation is optional, just for you.