Tag: jeez

My approach to women these days is stark. There is no spectrum. The nature of the relationship may vary, but the categories are simple: fuckable/not fuckable.

Female writers fall into the first. The attraction drives me crazy.

It’s been too sunny around here.

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My approach to women these days is stark. There is no spectrum. The nature of the relationship may vary, but the categories are simple: fuckable/not fuckable.

Female writers fall into the first. The attraction drives me crazy.

It’s been too sunny around here.

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For later.

  • Sex is a weapon for personal gain to prove superiority via dominance (versus a key aspect of emotional intimacy in a couple relationship).
  • Primary goal is to ‘win’ by overpowering the will of another, to ensure they know ‘their place’ – and sex is a secondary goal.
  • Main pleasure is derived from causing (emotional) pain to the other, i.e., tricking or manipulating them for own gratification.
  • The other is seen as a weak or defective ‘object’ without feelings, thoughts, opinions, etc, of their own.
  • Love is regarded as overall sex-focused, sex is equated with intimacy, and emotional-intimacy is tactically avoided.
  • Women only respect men who dominate them, and respect is associated or equated with obedience.

Creed of the patriarchy, I figure. Lifestyle to some and deviancy to others. It’s something I’m researching.

Read “Where Are You Going, Where Have You Been?” by Oates.

I’m awful tired. Been working long hours testing one shitty video game and one awesome video game. The awesome one reminds of the reason I’m in this business. Story is it, man. Story, characters, writing. Keeping score bores me. I haven’t done laundry and my jeep’s full of things I need to take to the garage. I want a massage but have zero interest in company that doesn’t just do what I want to do. I’d pay for such company if I wasn’t paying down credit card debt.

We make sacrifices in the name of stability and harmony. Is harmony not just everyone agreeing to do the same thing?

For later.

  • Sex is a weapon for personal gain to prove superiority via dominance (versus a key aspect of emotional intimacy in a couple relationship).
  • Primary goal is to ‘win’ by overpowering the will of another, to ensure they know ‘their place’ – and sex is a secondary goal.
  • Main pleasure is derived from causing (emotional) pain to the other, i.e., tricking or manipulating them for own gratification.
  • The other is seen as a weak or defective ‘object’ without feelings, thoughts, opinions, etc, of their own.
  • Love is regarded as overall sex-focused, sex is equated with intimacy, and emotional-intimacy is tactically avoided.
  • Women only respect men who dominate them, and respect is associated or equated with obedience.

Creed of the patriarchy, I figure. Lifestyle to some and deviancy to others. It’s something I’m researching.

Read “Where Are You Going, Where Have You Been?” by Oates.

I’m awful tired. Been working long hours testing one shitty video game and one awesome video game. The awesome one reminds of the reason I’m in this business. Story is it, man. Story, characters, writing. Keeping score bores me. I haven’t done laundry and my jeep’s full of things I need to take to the garage. I want a massage but have zero interest in company that doesn’t just do what I want to do. I’d pay for such company if I wasn’t paying down credit card debt.

We make sacrifices in the name of stability and harmony. Is harmony not just everyone agreeing to do the same thing?