Benson starts sleeping with a crucifix and pungent ropes of garlic, because she does not understand the difference between vampires and murdered teenagers. Not yet.
Tag: Carmen Maria Machado
She is not yet a girl or a monster or anything. She is just a baby.
I told her about the man in the empty house, the way he cried and the way his come shimmered on his stomach and how I could have scooped despair from the air by the handfuls.
Eleven is a terrifying age. I remember nothing before I was eleven, but then there it was, all color and horror.


Let’s go.
New Horror 2022 – Day 16

“The Husband Stitch” by Carmen Maria Machado (2014)
“You shouldn’t touch it, I say. You can’t touch it.”
Not long ago, while waiting at a bus stop, I found Her Body and Other Stories sitting on a concrete retaining wall. The area was dirty and littered with an empty bag from a bagel shop, a discarded pizza box, dried old crusts. I assumed someone had stopped there to read and then ate and left their trash along with the book they’d just finished. Part of me thought I should take the book, save it from decay. I saw that it was labeled with a library sticker from over in the next county. When my bus arrived, I thought best to leave it there for someone else to save, but made a note to get an ebook copy for myself. The next time I was at that bus stop, the book was gone. All of which is to say, fuck.
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“Some Other Animal’s Meat” by Emily Carroll (2016)
“What if inside, it’s somehow the wrong stuff?”
Some inside part is always going to feel like it’s different from yours.
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Deadstream dir. Vanessa Winter & Joseph Winter (2022)
“I don’t want to be remembered as a douchebag.”
Sort of fun? But knowing how shitty some cult-of-personality streamers can be makes it less amusing to me. Then I wonder how much of what I see in past movies is amusing to me as someone who didn’t live through those times but is not funny in the least to someone who was there for it. Ultimately, this is another kinda horror movie that’s not for me.